"My Happy Ending"

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus:]
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do [CD version]
All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

[Chorus]

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

[Chorus x2]

[x2]
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Gomenasai for everything.

What I thought wasn't mine
In the light
Was one of a kind,
A precious pearl

When I wanted to cry
I couldn't cause I
Wasn't allowed

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought wasn't all
So innocent
Was a delicate doll
Of porcelain

When I wanted to call you
And ask you for help
I stopped myself

Gomenasai for everything
Gomenasai, I know I let you down
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

What I thought was a dream
A mirage
Was as real as it seemed
A privilege

When I wanted to tell you
I made a mistake
I walked away

Gomenasai, for everything
Gomenasai, Gomenasai, Gomenasai
I never needed a friend,
Like I do now

Gomenasai, I let you down
Gomenasai, Gomenasai,
Gomenasai till the end
I never needed a friend
Like I do now

THIS GUY IS LIKE A PILE OF SHIT

Calvin
bleh sy tnya ko ssuatu ka??/

1:40pmLeisa
yes?

1:40pmCalvin
bajagap nama ko ka?

1:40pmLeisa
yessss

1:40pmCalvin
cabanlit?

1:40pmLeisa
yesss

1:40pmCalvin
lol

1:40pmLeisa
napa?

1:40pmCalvin
lain2 ni

1:41pmLeisa
lol

1:41pmCalvin
mcm kna buat2

1:41pmLeisa
manada

1:41pmCalvin
ada

1:41pmLeisa
teda

1:41pmCalvin
ko skul mna??

1:41pmLeisa
convent

1:42pmCalvin
yg smua ppuan 2 ka?

1:42pmLeisa
yep

1:42pmCalvin
ko taan juga ka sna??

1:42pmLeisa
tahan lah
haha
lama sdh bah

1:42pmCalvin
kawan saya blang banyak lesbian sana
btl ka?

1:43pmLeisa
ckp ja lah
tp tdk juga

1:43pmCalvin
ya
kwan saya yg blang

1:44pmLeisa
kalau di skul lelaki ada gay, skul perempuan pun ada les kan?

1:44pmCalvin
..hahaXD..
ko les la...saya gay??/
lol

1:44pmLeisa
lol bah kau
tdk lah
sy straight
haha

1:46pmCalvin
ada juga la kn les??

1:47pmLeisa
adalah juga

1:47pmCalvin
oooo....harap2 ko bkn les...

1:47pmLeisa
tdk bah tdk
>.>

1:49pmCalvin
jan ngis ba

-AFTER THAT-

6:56pmCalvin
Leisa Bajagap Cabanit Belilit?

6:57pmLeisa
menghina nama saya kah?
=.=

6:57pmCalvin
x la
andaian

6:57pmLeisa
embah

6:57pmCalvin
apa tu embah

6:57pmLeisa
kalau tia tau full name sy jan lah mein main k?

6:58pmCalvin
bkan sembah ka?

6:58pmLeisa
oh tia tau lah
ko rasa?

6:58pmCalvin
sembah

6:58pmLeisa
oh bagus


OMG HE IS THE MOST FUCKED UP BOY I'VE CHATTED WITH.

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have work out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop

[Chorus]
I want you to know
That it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
But someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the tings we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

[Chorus]

You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

wtf!?

Today
10:10pmLeo
halo.

10:10pmLeisa
hello

10:11pmLeo
wak leh add ym aq x,

10:11pmLeisa
ko tdk bagi sy p un

10:38pmLeo
email Les_leo@yahoo.com

10:38pmLeisa
k
thanks

10:39pmLeo
kw maw add skrg ka

10:39pmLeisa
yup

10:40pmLeo
k sy on lu

10:40pmLeisa
k

11:43pmLeo
hai

11:43pmLeisa
hai

11:43pmLeo
kw tinggal kt mana

11:43pmLeisa
penampang

11:44pmLeo
dekat mana

11:44pmLeisa
dongs

11:44pmLeo
kat mana 2,

11:44pmLeisa
dongongon bah

11:45pmLeo
owh
ckp la he2

11:45pmLeisa
sdh pun sy cakap

11:46pmLeo
dongs mana la aq tw
sy tinggal kt kubusak

11:46pmLeisa
oh

11:46pmLeo
ya
kw fom brapa

11:47pmLeisa
5

11:47pmLeo
kat mana

11:47pmLeisa
kk

11:48pmLeo
kkhs sana ka,

11:48pmLeisa
tdk
sfc

11:50pmLeo
owh jauh jg koe school

11:50pmLeisa
nda lah
dkat ja bah

11:52pmLeo
ya meh.

11:52pmLeisa
ya

11:52pmLeo
ada sambut tahun baru ka

11:52pmLeisa
ada la bah

11:52pmLeo
wa
banyak ampau ka

11:52pmLeisa
banyak

11:53pmLeo
hu2
tiger pn banyak kan

11:53pmLeisa
sowt
teda

11:54pmLeo
ha2
msti ada 2

11:54pmLeisa
teda

11:55pmLeo
ow ya ka
ingat kw pandai minum
He2

11:55pmLeisa
tda
lucu lah kunun

11:56pmLeo
x la saja .

11:56pmLeisa
oh

11:56pmLeo
leh minta ka

11:56pmLeisa
minta apa?

11:57pmLeo
hmmmm.
no hp

11:58pmLeisa
hilang phone sy

11:58pmLeo
owh
no nenek pn boleh bh

11:59pmLeisa
ko pikir nenek sy masih hidup?

12:00amLeo
mana la tw kan
mrh ke
Gurau je

12:00amLeisa
jan pula ckap pasal nenek sy

12:03amLeo
sowey la,

12:03amLeisa
em

12:03amLeo
biasa la kn nk gurau2
He2

12:03amLeisa
ya lah
jan yg lebih2

12:05amLeo
owh
ya
la
2

12:05amLeisa
oh embah


WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!? UR LIKE A FUCKIN ANNOYING SHIT.

it's valentine's day~~ :O

It's valentine's day and my friend is upset =(
you should go out... have fun... dun be sad =) cheer up, John.

Two is better than one~

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought hey
you know, this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one
Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true that I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh, I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the best of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one, two is better than one

Eveything is Gone.. I'll just gotta move on.

I love him soo much. I trusted him with my whole life.
But in the end, it's over.
I told him he is still my love, but he said that is why we broke up.
I try not to think about it.
But what can I do?
I can only feel hurt. *sigh*
There is only memories.
That will hurt my broken heart.
He told me not to hang on to him.
But I still love him.
And when he said, "that is the point of breaking up"
Dilemma strikes me.

I still love him,
but if he has let me go, I guess I should too.
I can't forget him,
I can't erase him from my heart.
But I just gotta let him go,
and move on.
But what if he does love me still?
What will become of us?
We'll just have to wait and see.
But he said, "we have to move on".

I LOVE YOU!

Liek my love, if you happen to read this (which I am hoping) I just want to let you know I love you soo much . There isn't a day when I stop thinking about you Baby, I love you~~