Dear, Leisa Dear...

Wednesday, March 3, 2010



OMFG!! I saw this car stopping by while I was walking to my mum's office!! SHIT!!!! I thought like, "oh, shit! Kidnapper" but he just opened the door. I quickly walked on the right side of the road instead. I walked as fast as I can and I thought he'd left but NO!! He stopped at the bus stop near the jambatan going to Karamunsing. Thank goodness there were many cars passing by and some people sitting at the bus stop. I was like, "shit. here he is AGAIN!" and this time, he opened the passanger door and I'm like, "walk away Leisa, walk away". When I went up the jejantas, he was like looking at where I was going and I slowly walk and he quickly left.

Damn I thought he was gonna follow me to Karam! I quickly go to my mum's office and sat down. Shit I am never gonna walk to my mum's office AGAIN!!! Fuck that guy for scaring the crap outta me.

So anyone who is schooling in SFC, BEWARE OF THIS JACKASS CAR!!!

Monday, March 1, 2010

School's Test.

The worst day ahead. TEST. Sighhhhh.... soooooo borrrriiinggggggg....

Sudahlah saya mau lupakan pasal DIA susah lagi ada test! Issshhh.. Kalau fikir-fikir balik juga, buat apa saya mau risau? Bukan dia mau datang sini juga! Bukan sya boleh terbang p sana! Issshhh.. apa juga sya mau susah-susah kan? Apa juga saya ni? Saya harap-harap kalau boleh lupakan secara secepat mungkin bagus lagi! Confirm dia akan LUPAKAN saya juga. Pi lah lupa saya. Samalah juga hala tuju saya. Tidak perlu saya fikir-fikir lagi. Kawan saya cakap, kita masih teenagers bah! Of course after one month kalau boleh, cari lagi. I SAY SHIT LAH! Saya rela sakit hati sekarang supaya bila saya sudah di college, bila time mau serious betul-betul, perkara macam ini tidak akan berlaku lagi. I keep my motto with me, the only thing that can strive me to move on, "to feel the happiness, you must go through sadness" and that is what I believe in.

SOOOO FUCK OFF! (HAHAHAHA XD I'm kinda pissed :P)

"Homeless"

Waiting here
For you to call me
For you to tell me
That everything's a big mistake

Waiting here
In this rainfall
Feeling so small
This dream was not suppose to break

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

In this cold
I'm walking aimless
Feeling helpless
Without a shelter from the storm

In my heart
I miss you so much
I'm missing your touch
And the bed that used to be so warm

I'm so sorry now
For the pain I caused you
Wont you please forgive
Please

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless

My, My baby
I'm sorry
Oh

But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
There's a sign on your door
No vacancy, just emptiness
Without your love
I'm homeless