Love is you :)

What's your definition of it? How's it make you feel?
Tell me what'd you say that truly makes it real
Kings and queens, philosophers have tried so hard to find
Tell me what it means to you, dear, never mind

Love is kind when the world is cold
Love stays strong when the fight gets old
Love is a shoulder to lean on, love is you

Love's like the water when the well runs dry
Quench my thirst, keep me alive
Just need one sip, baby, love is you
Love is you, love is you, love is you, love is you

Is it possible there's a kiss that's so divine?
Or am I just too fool? Is it all in my mind?
Is there something chemical? A scientist might say
Well, love must be drug to make me feel this way

'Cause love is my permission to be who I am
Knowing the business 'cause you understand
Freedom to breathe, oh baby, love is you

Love's like a kiss when the sun goes down
Holds me tight when no one's around
Love's what I wanna hold on to, love is you
Love is you, love is you, love is you, love is you
Love is you, love is you, love is you, love is you

Love is kind, it makes me stronger
I don't have to look no longer
You're the one I'd cling to, love is you

When the chips are down
Love will stick around
I'm so glad I found, love is you

Masters have tried to clarify
Love's quite simple, it's just my guide
A perfect definition
Love is you, love is you, love is you, love is you, is you

Dementia :(

Lately, I was watching this Korean show called 'Vitamin' and their topic was about Eye Problem and Dementia. They did some quiz to see if you have one of those symptoms or not and I'm scared to have one. I went to google and searched about this dementia thing and guess what I've found:/

ABOUT DEMENTIA

Dementia may be caused by a number of illnesses that affect the brain. Dementia typically leads to memory loss, inability to do everyday things, difficulty in communication, confusion, frustration, as well as personality and behaviour changes. People with dementia may also develop behavioural and psychological symptoms such as depression, aggression and wandering.

TYPES OF DEMENTIA

There are many different types of dementia and include the following.

• Alzheimer's disease is the most common type of dementia. Alzheimer's disease changes the brain's structure, which leads to the death of nerve cells. This disrupts the brain's usual activity. People with Alzheimer's disease also have a shortage of chemicals involved with the transmission of messages within the brain.
• Vascular dementia is another common form of dementia and is triggered by blockages to the blood vessels (vascular system) in the brain. Not enough blood and oxygen reach the nerve cells so they die. Areas of brain tissue that have died in this way are called infarcts, so vascular dementia is also called multi-infarct dementia. It may be easier to think of vascular dementia as a series of strokes that result from other health problems such as high blood pressure.
• Mixed dementia is when you have more than one type of dementia at the same time. A common combination is Alzheimer's disease and vascular dementia.
• Dementia with Lewy bodies (DLB) is a type of dementia caused by Lewy bodies, which are made from an abnormal build-up of a particular protein in the brain.

Dementia can also occur in the final stages of other conditions, such as Parkinson's disease, AIDS and Creutzfeld-Jakob disease.

SYMPTOMS OF DEMENTIA

If you have dementia, you may have some or all of the following symptoms.

• You may have memory loss, particularly of recent events. This may not be severe at first but is likely to become progressively worse.
• You may have problems finding the right words for what you want to say.
• You may feel increasingly disorientated, such as not recognising familiar streets and becoming confused about the time of day. This could cause you to get up in the middle of the night wanting to go out.
• You may have poor judgement, for example dressing inappropriately for the weather or being unaware of dangerous situations.
• You may become withdrawn, prone to fits of temper, or feel anxious and depressed.
• You may have trouble thinking clearly and doing practical tasks that you used to do easily.

Dementia affects everyone differently. Your symptoms may stay the same for some time or if you have vascular dementia, they may occur as a series of episodes with a succession of 'stepwise' deteriorations and occasionally some improvement after a period of getting worse.

CAUSES OF DEMENTIA

The underlying causes of the various illnesses that result in dementia aren't well understood at present. However, they all result in structural and chemical changes in the brain leading to the death of brain tissue.

There are certain conditions that may make you more likely to get dementia. These include the following.

• You're more likely to develop late-onset dementia as you get older.
• You're more likely to develop vascular dementia if you have high blood pressure, irregular heart rhythms or have had a stroke.
• Your risk of dementia may be affected if someone else in your family has it. However, more research is needed to better understand this link.
• People with learning disabilities are at particular risk.

I hope I don't have dementia so I'm going to eat healthy and exercise regularly so my mind wont deteriorate :)

Teen Top- Clap/Baksu

I love this song by Teen Top which is called Clap or in korean 'Baksu'. Here are the translations :)

I'm clapping because I had a crush on you
I'm clapping and laughing like a mad person
Because I was in love and I gave everything
Today too, I'll clap if I'm happy

At this rate, I'm going to cry again for a long time
I'm standing like how I lost something
For having a thought, a thought about you
I'm suddenly excitedly laugh and claps again
clap man mad man U will come back to me baby oh~

I'm so cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
Maybe I can't end it. Look at me, I'm getting tired.
I remember you again. Clap mad, crying and laughing
man clap man man man oh~

Who do you think you are?
Why did you appear at my memory and messing it
If I thought about it again, it's all lie.
Why I keep thinking about it, I'm only going crazy
I'm only going to die if I forced myself to breathe
I'm only going to rot if I tried to throw the reality

I'm flying now to see you
In my head, the morning is only getting brighter

I'm so cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
Maybe I can't stop. Look at me going crazy.
I remember you again, I'm crying and laughing.

I'm so cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
Maybe I can't end it. Look at me, I'm getting tired.
I remember you again. Clap mad, crying and laughing
man clap man man man oh~

( Clap Clap )

I'm so cra cra cra cra cra crazy
cra cra crazy
(clap clap clap clap mad man)
Maybe I can't end it. Look at me, I'm getting tired.
I remember you again. Clap mad man, crying and laughing

WAR

OMG! I'm really tired of people arguing about love! WTF is wrong with falling in love? I feel like slapping these people who are involved. I mean it. I want to slap these two fucked up bitches. LIKE REALLY! But, only God can help me now. I have to stay patient and believe that there is a way to end this without us taking actions. I believe in karma so whatever they did to these people, I believe it will go back to them whether they are on Earth or Heaven. God, forgive me and forgive these people who are hurting each other. Forgive us all Lord. Amen.

Updates

Sorry haven't been updating a lot. I've been busy ignoring things around me lately. I've been more concentrating on my studies lately that I forgot about A LOT of things. SPM is 100 days from now and I'm scared as shit! I'm really really scared >.< I will work hard to aim for the best!